I can't believe it's been a month since you left us, I haven't even gotten used to the fact that your gone yet. I miss you a lot you know. It all seems like a dream to me, so unreal. When you left us I couldn't understand couldn't fathom it, I looked at the world around me and saw people going on about their daily lives and could not understand how they could go on as normal as if nothing happened, I wanted to scream STOP, don't you know that my tio is gone? But I understand that life must go on. I find myself thinking about you a lot, sometimes any little thing reminds me of you. I mostly think of the all the advice you gave me through out the years, your sense oh humor and your unique way of looking at things even in most dire situations, I think that it runs in the family. You kept that sense of humor till the very end didn't you tio? Even when you were hurting and suffering you kept your sense of humor always with a joke or remark, I'm glad for that because that's how I always remember you. It's going to be difficult not to see your smile anymore or to hear your voice. I know your up in heaven with grandma and grandpa and my uncle and your all keeping watch over us all. I just wanted you to know how much I miss you and you will be in my hearts forever. Rest peacefully tio Pancho.
